Uncategorized, Writings, The Domino Effect, Role-playing, Undecided rantsDecember 8, 2006 8:04 am

I totally need a new catagory for Nanowrimo or something. Which, by the way, I finished with 100k, two novels–one with 67k and the other with 33k. My wrists ache. I wrote 16k the last day.

ANYWAY.

My characters, makeup, and I!

Ah, yes, a subject that for some reason got mentally brought up. Which characters wear makeup?! WHO BOTHERS?! I mean, they’ve got villians attemting to kick their rears, or they’re villians attempting to kick the good guy rears… who’s wearing makeup?

So my characters faced the interrogation, and I found the replies most…………….. interesting.

AWARD FOR MOST MAKEUP WORN:
Raiyn Serak. No surprise there. Ah, yes, Raiyn. Raiyn the vampire, Raiyn the whore, Raiyn the singular existing prostitute character that disturbs all my other female characters, Raiyn the positive she can convince humans that vampires aren’t monsters. *sighs* I love her. Her character is so very different from me. Nonetheless, her chosen makeup, as a general rule, in order of importance.

1) Eyeliner. Black, duh.
2) Mascara
3) Dark red lipstick/gloss
4) Concealer
5) Eyeshadow… very likely a green or blue… maybe a redish.
6) Any sort of powder to make her face paler (did I mention she’s also my only female semi-dark skinned character?)
7) Hairgel.
8) Lipliner.
9) Jewlery.
10) Scented stuff.
11) Nailpolish.

That about sums up what she wears. I’m not well versed in makeup… there’s probably more. Seriously, she looks like a different person without all those layers on. o_o

She wears it out of habit.

AWARD FOR LEAST MAKEUP WORN (on a female character)!
Surprisingly, Talnaver Arinon. Yeah, another undefinate TDE character… Talnaver wears no makeup at all, at least to the best of my observations. She finds it a waste of time running back and forth and tends to avoid it, even working undercover. The worst she’s done is hair styling. Generally, she relies on clothing and basic mannerisms to make herself different.

For TDE…
Drum roll…….

Ryian Khess. She uses makeup to disguise minor facial scars and uses a bit of lipgloss occasionally. She used to use it before she became a mercenary, but now finds it a waste of time.

(And just for a record: the male award for most makeup is Nikolas and Varok. Unsurprisingly, both vampires. Lol)

Now, in no specific order, other characters opinions on makeup for those curious!

Tiana:
Before she was Calthye, in the Legacy era, and previous to that, she basically got away with using lipgloss and hair stuff. She was too busy to bother with anything. But in the post Reunion era… I guess it’d be TDE: Fealty era… she does use some. To keep up appearances. She hates eye makeup and uses nothing more than a bit of a brown liner and a hint of mascara when necessary for stage lighting appearances. She’ll use blush and lipgloss as well as a bit of purfume. Gotta appear royal, eh what? Off duty, it depends on whether she keeps to habit or not, but she nixes all the eye makeup.

She has some facial tattoos.

Ariane:
Ariane is actually very good at using makeup, and can completely alter her appearance in about a half hour or so with the right stuff. As she used to work in mostly undercover senarios, she learned how to do incredible things with a bit of makeup. As Calthye, she uses purple eyeshadow, concealer (yes, yes, facial flaws!), and a pale pink lipgloss. She has thick enough eyelashes that she’s always found using eyelash glue (HER TERM! HER TERM, NOT MINE!!) to be pointless. She was always amused by shiny things and will use the stick-on type marks for occasions.

On stage, she uses proper stage makeup… eyes and mouth, mainly, though she refuses to use lipliner even with thin lips, and mostly goes for shinies.

Off complete duty, she still sometimes uses eyeshadow and concealer (hmm… acne?), but is totally freaked out about the very IDEA of having to kiss Elachi while wearing lipgloss, so she generally nixes most of the rest.

Marien:
Depends on her mood. She’s always liked dark eyeliner and mascara, though. The whole gothic look always fit her Shadow self. She goes with more charcoaly tones for makeup, and uses nailpolish on a regular basis. And toenail polish. ^^;;

That covers my female mains, doesn’t it? I can’t think…. zzzzzzzzz……………….. remind me later if I missed some MCs.

Oh, as for the I part of it…

I wear no makeup. But I bought some lipgloss because my lips have been very chapped and am trying to get used to having sticky, candy flavored lips. >< I want to put a bunch on and go kiss someone to see if it works.... hmmmmm.

Journalling, Undecided rants, Avatars/IconsJuly 26, 2006 6:06 pm

I oughta link my icon journal from here. Or maybe I already have. Or maybe I’m just not thinking straight.

I should organize my catagories better.

Blast it all.

{ http://child-of-icons.livejournal.com

Funness.

Maybe I should put my icons on here too. Hmmmmm…

Great idea, self. (rolling of eyes)

Yeah, so

Character status:

Ariane’s brain dead, and wants to learn how to swim. Which is really weird. She’s a fire elemental, as any reader probably very well knows, and that… GAH. I think she’s being rebellious.
Tiana’s been ranting about Oblivion again
Marien still wants to kill Ariane for OBVIOUS (not) reasons
Solly’s ticked because I haven’t let him talk to R for a while.
Cyaeth think’s we need to get our story moving so that he doesn’t have to be sitting in such silly positions anymore while there’s a nutso REBELLION happening…
And Ryian doesn’t talk much.
And Caie wears a long skirt and has blonder hair than the rest of my characters. Like original-Tiana hair color. It’s weeird. Considering, I mean, that she’s Ariane.

Whee.

I wanna make more TDE icons. The last set I did was good and angsty. Maybe an icon set’ll move the story forward. Darn the story! It’s so hard to co-write rebellion!!

And, just to fill this post up with a bit more crap, here’s a few random icons.

Oooh! My BitTorrent download will FINISH today! Finally!! After, what, 2 freaking weeks… I have 2 percent left. Must also burn Jandalf’s CD today and mail it to her. Must also write today. MUST write. Must carry on NSO and finish it so I can begin the sequel.

Current YIM icon:
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Current favorite icon from Star Wars set (not yet on LiveJournal!!):
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Other couple:
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Use if you want, but comment please! Guest comments are allowed!

Uncategorized, Journalling, Depressed rants, Undecided rantsJune 11, 2006 12:38 am

I really do. I HATE beef. I swear, I’m going to become a vegetarian if I can’t escape eating steaks/roasts…

I used to be a good cook, dammit!! Until dad came home and we HAD to make nearly every damn day, steak, potatoes. Roast, potatoes. Horridly-tough-and-greasy-ribs, and potatoes. Chicken, oh wow that’s rare enough, and potatoes. GAH. EVERY FREAKING THING!! It’s been pressure cooked or sometimes rarely barbequed. Because it’s so tough you can’t eat it without pressure cooking it.

I used to be a GOOD cook! I used to be able to cook all sorts of interesting stuff. I was creative. EVERYONE liked it.

Beyond dad.

He wasn’t home.

Which was fine, because he wouldn’t have liked it anyway.

Damnnit, I hate steaks. I’m swearing. That usually means I’m pretty vehement about the opinion. Heh.

But YOU try eating food that tastes bloody THE SAME for MONTHS. GAH! We own a cow, see? The only different meat we have was chickens (whole ones), sausages, and hamburger. I used mostly hamburger. But now we’re nearly out of hamburger.

We have some bison, but by now, I’ve grown to hate any type of meat that I can’t make look so different from meat… heh.

So now I’m mad at dad (and he likewise), because he wanted to make two pounds of hamburger into PATTIES (ei: read: as much like steaks as is humanly possible), and I took it out to make into a lausagua because I NEED SOMETHING BESIDES STEAK BEFORE I GO INSANE!!

But you can’t tell HIM that. Gah! Nooo… “No one cares what I want!”. (smacks head on keyboard) HE doesn’t care what I want. Or mom wants, for that matter. WE want something besides steak and potatoes. GAH!!!

I’m going to become a vegetarian, or at the least, a sandwich meat, hamburger, and chopped up meat atarian.

You know, I was becoming a good cook until I had to start making steak and potatoes every day (unless mom cooked them, in which case I still had to eat them). I want pyrogies!! (I should’ve done those today. I’m making a roast. I refused to cook the hamburger and make it into patties. You see, if HE had done it, I would’ve lived with it and made potatoes quietly. But he told me to make supper, in the words “Would you like to make supper now, please” which mean “Make supper. No, I’m not going to say thank you when you’re done, but if you don’t make it, you’ll be in trouble”. Had DAD made hamburger patties, I would’ve suffered with eating them. But there’s no way in Kessel I’m making them.)

Yeah. So I rebelled and now dad’s mad at me. Both were thawed out, anyway… (Sighs) So it’s not like I did anything wrong. I washed the pressure cooker before he asked me to do it, anyway…

Grrr… and there’s hardly any hamburger left, so we’re stuck with this horrible meat until it’s all gone. I hate it. I really, really do. You know, before I was actually able to make INTERESTING food. I even managed to pull off potatoes a graiten, or whatever it was. And Chinese food. And other stuff like that. (sighs)

^That is not material permitted to be quoted.

And Great-Grandma’s in the hospital with pnomonia. Yeah.

Journalling, Undecided rantsMarch 10, 2006 9:49 pm

Ergh. Do you know HOW MANY BLOODY QUIZZES ON QUIZZILA DECLARE “Wanna cyber with me?”.

Gahhhhhhhhhh.

GET A LIFE, FREAKIN’ IDIOTS!!

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Heh. But seriously… what is the PURPOSE of cybering? How would that work? Honestly… a webcam? That’s camming. You can’t have sex over the internet, and that’s final. My characters agree with me too. I think I need to write a “Where my characters draw the line on morals” thing now, because of this… gahhhhhh… (bashes head) Sure, text can be a turn on, but really… gahhhhhhhhhhh… I want to get a howizer.

[random] Does cybering make you lose your virginity? Snrk. [/random]

I guess I need a catagory for annoyed rants too.

EDIT:

Oh, how I’m resisting the temptation to make a quiz, dub it “I CAN WRITE A HOTTER SEX STORY THAN YOU!” And put the result as “But I won’t, because I have morals”. I salute the people who do things like that… (sighs) So few have morals. I hardly have to scan the list of stuff and see how many uses of the F word, etc…

And, the thing is, I could write a hotter sex story than they could. Because I can actually WRITE, darnit! (decides to start reporting mislabled stories and stuff) I DON’T WANT TO READ THAT ****. (censored because I’m mad enough to swear… whee… seriously.) I know I CAN write, and I can write emotionally. I choose NOT to because I’m not a horny teenager with no better purpose in life than to write smut quizzes pleading with other horny people to share naked pictures with me.

I appologize for the amount of rants on this topic, but I have accidently run into so much HORRIBLE crap online that it HURTS. (waves around pointy things) I want to huuuuuurt them….

Just for reference, this was spawned by someone making a poll that WAS NOT rated mature (that brings up a warning thinger) declaring all sorts of things they’d stuck up their female body parts. (very odd face) It wasn’t explicit so much as strange. (bashes head against keyboard) CAR KEYS, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD?! AND YOU’RE PROUD OF THAT?~?~?~?~?~?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!

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Journalling, Undecided rantsMarch 5, 2006 6:25 am

I have this thing for strange thread titles, anyway.

Er, posts, I guess, they’d be on here. Bad grammar. (dies)

Anya sounds remotely like Ariane. Seriously. Her accent is nearly right. Ariane doesn’t sound quite as Australian… but Ariane’s accent is very South African/slight German/British. It’s not quite as high either, of course, but she could get away with voicing Ariane if she wanted to. Facinating, really. If only she wasn’t QUITE so Aussie sounding. Though I’m not too sure… I couldn’t hear very well over the clamor offered by Skype anyway. Heh. Incompatable with my PC. I’ve tried downloading Paltalk, but Jandalf or someone else would need that to really test it. Anya needs MSN.

Yeah, I ended up into this whole situation anyway. Don’t ask and don’t bother trying to understand my depressed rants. They happen when on mega PMS (for reference, I’m probably STILL going through, as I STILL haven’t gotten there yet… gah….)

Yeah.

And things are annoying, and stuff, and more stuff. (dies) I think I need to go do something of merit before my head blows up and I get mad again, because now Sunday’s going to be spent doubling, it looks like, since now I’m chatting with Forca TOO… gah…

Not that I don’t like Forca and Joan, but doubling’s hard on me.

Uncategorized, Writings, Journalling, Religion, Undecided rantsMarch 4, 2006 6:34 pm

I was informed very graciously by my devotion book to start getting a good night’s sleep before reacting. Facinating quote in there… “The bridge between hope and despair is often a good night’s sleep”

But, even still… this is my blog, I’m not forcing anyone to read it, therefore I consider it a free dumping zone to flame, scream, and etc. It gets it out of my system.

Randomly posting this, since I just scribbled it out very hastily for a deadline… and it gets my journal out of the 100% DOOMSDAY mood…

Surmon Summary for Feburary 18th, 2006.

Having started into a new passage in First Peter, our weekly message turns from a series on Christian Duty to a message series titles The Trials Of Life. This section was very likely inspired for Peter to write by the recent burning of Rome by the pyromaniac Nero (who later accused the Christians of destroying the city). Even though we do not face the same sort of two hundred year trial the Christians did in this time period, we still face trials. The points of this message are

-That we are told to expect persecution.

-The more outspoken we are, the more noticed we are and the more likely we’ll be targeted as Christians.

-Though the idea of suffering is a turn-off, isn’t a short earthly life of potential persecution worth it for an eternity in glory?

-Christianity doesn’t promise there to be no suffering. On the contrary, it tells us to expect to suffer for our Lord. But isn’t it worth it to look ahead and see glory? James 1:2-3 tells us “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.”

Journalling, Undecided rants, Reviews and RecommandationsMarch 3, 2006 2:01 am

(this post covers Gaia, Runescape, and Battleon. It’s regarding the sexuality on those sites. Mostly about Gaia…)

Oh, the pain of the internet…

Gaia is a site frequented by younger children. My sister frequently posts on there; the site seems innocent and is far less addicting than Runescape. The forums are large, and you can do all sorts of interesting things to your customizable avatar.

The site claims to be PG-13.

Tell me, is a site where sexual posts abound PG 13? (this rant is semi-explicit (because of what I’ll be complaining about) and probably not approprate for readers under 14… 15ish… for this you get the shiny MORE tag)

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Uncategorized, Undecided rants 1:34 am

The most popular posts thing doesn’t work right. Grr… I need a MAD rants option now too!!

Journalling, Undecided rantsMarch 2, 2006 11:52 pm

I need a catagory for random…

I HAVE A BANNER ON JEDI.NET!!!

Uncategorized, Undecided rants, Quizzes 11:33 pm
You Failed 8th Grade Science

Sorry, you only got 5/8 correct!

…crud.

I passed math, but not Science… (the math result is on my blogger blog)

(mutter mutter)

…well… I haven’t done very much science…

Journalling, Undecided rants, Quizzes 11:29 pm
What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

Oh, ow… it’s painfully accurate… (dies in horror) Though I’m not sure about the love part… no experience there…

I’m sticking this one in rants. Because it’s RIGHT! ARGH!!! I can’t help I’m moody… and it got all that from my describing my bloody face!!!![/rant]

Role-playing, Journalling, Undecided rantsFebruary 19, 2006 3:57 am

WARNING: This rant is not suitable for younger readers, seeing as the topics I cover definately fall into the R-rated, and very likely NC 17 rated catagory, though it’s in disgust. If you aren’t over 16ish…, I wouldn’t want you reading this if you were my kid. This is NOT er0tica fiction. If you’re here in the hopes of a sexy read, this isn’t it. Go away and rethink your life.
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I mean it. Seriously.
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(testing the more tag so semi-explicit rant isn’t freely read)
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Uncategorized, Undecided rantsJanuary 30, 2006 3:19 am

Rant! Whee! At the moment, Caie is trying to kill herself of thirst, Elachi clone’s trying to keep her from dying, and we’re being sadistic. Whee. Characters are nutso. And I’ve decided that I need a catagory for ranting about my stories.

So, doom and stuff. Elachi was cloned, which is an odd plot and does sort of make sense. Sort of. (sighs)

Anyway, this was purposeless, but I felt like blogging.

Uncategorized, Undecided rantsJanuary 6, 2006 8:11 am

This is a rant.

I don’t know what it’s a rant about, actually, but it’s still a rant. Only because I’ve reasoned that it’s a rant, and therefore can be a rant if I say it is. I say it’s a rant.

Therefore, I am right.

Not that I know everything; I’ll leave that to God. I don’t want to know everything. My head hurts as it is.

This is a rant.

Rants go on about purposeless things for the sake of achiving a waste of breath and words. Usually. Sometimes they’re good for you.

Sometimes.

This is a rant.

I keep repeating that, because I’m too tired and worried to think.

This is a new blog. I think I like this blog. It loads nice and fast, and has catagories, unlike my blogger blogs… it’s more awkward to use, of course, BUT… there’s that but.

I think I like it.

This is still a rant, but only because I said so.